This is sucky. I really like my body. I am short, chubby, and curvy; and I like it. I like my hips and breasts and I’m fond of my body, overall. But the thing is, I also look at pictures of hot celebrities and sigh because I want to look like them…but they’re all men. But sometimes I don’t feel like that, and sometimes I do. Sometimes I look at pictures of Tom Hiddleston and think, “God, I wish I was as attractive as you. I wish I looked like you!”

But ’tis a fleeting thought, you know? I never look at my body and feel disgusted or like I’m in the wrong place. No. Not like that. Hence my hesitant label of “slightly genderqueer.” If I could switch between genders—change my form, like magic—then I would, probably. Stay myself most of the time but maybe be a tall, skinny man occasionally.